Drugs Are Really Enticing - The Final Chapter?

I remember reading in a textbook during D.A.R.E. classes in elementary school that marijuana is not an addictive drug, and that it has no withdrawal symptoms. And for the last ten years or so, I've never seen marijuana as a threat to my health, and have smoked it accordingly. No...I have smoked it in more than just mere accordance. I smoked it with reverence. I smoked it with passion. I smoked it a lot.

I bring this up because it has been about 21 hours since I last smoked, and I am definitely feeling withdrawal symptoms. It was all I could do to get off the couch and walk all of 10 feet to the computer. I'm tense. I'm irritable. I'm tired. I'm restless. And, as enthusiastic as I was about quitting when I took my last hit, now I'm fighting this internal war over whether it was a mistake or not.

What the hell am I supposed to do? I've been stoned for so long that I forgot what it was like to go through a whole day sober. It has proved to suck. I try to think about how much money I'll save by not smoking, then I think to myself "What else are you going to do with that $50 in your wallet? Besides, you get paid on Friday." Part of me says that's absurd, and the rest of me thinks I should do it just to spite the lamer part.

Fucking sobriety...

So anyway...expect more lucid(and hopefully less pissy) posts from me in the coming days.